Hello people..

I have recently finally been making it over many bumps and turns in my life.I've been slowly changing. My past selves have molded me into who I am today. I have finally realized how cruel and cold this world is. I miss the days of innocence when nothing really mattered; when friends grew together instead of growing apart, and when love was an abstract emotion instead of a true feeling. My body may be young but I've experienced so much in life already.

Friday, April 2, 2010

What about me?


I would rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not. "I'm proud of my life and the things that I have done, proud of myself and the loner I've become".Stop telling me what to and not to do, what to say, who to be, what I need, how to act, etc. You're wasting your fucking time.i focus on living in the moment due to moments tending to pass by. i've got SOCIAL ANXIETY! i don't wish to despoil my life in order to live in a stranger's shadow. sometimes i think i am in a horror film. if you're in a band/have a celebrity status, and PLAN to use your popularity to grab my attention, know ahead of time that it doesn't impress me; i see it completely differently than most people. "internet fame" is humorous; no one should feel intimidated by anyone, especially through the internet! i could create the largest barricade for those who judge me, but i know better that they'll do so anyway, so i let it roll off my back. if you can't handle kind honesty, then it may be best if we don't know eachother. i can assure you that i am not like most people. i can't stand knowing people who try to impress others by trying to fit in their lifestyle; it's a waste of life. create your own! it's a gift that many don't realize so they throw it away. i catch others when they fall yet all i've got is the solid ground beneath my feet because i know, at least, it'll always be there. i know who i am. please take note that i am a shy person, you have to let me warm up to you. do not underestimate me.


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