Everything happen for a reason..isnt't?

Sometimes people come into my life and i know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose, teach me a lesson or help figure out who i am or who i want to become.



and never know who these people may be; my roommate, my neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger who, when i lock eyes with them, i know that very moment that they will affect my life in some profound way.
And sometimes things happen to me and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection i will realize that without overcoming those obstacles i would never have realized my potential, strength, will power of heart.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of the soul.

Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smooth paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people that i meet who affect my life and successes and downfalls my experience, they are the ones who create who i am. Even the bad experience can be learned from... Those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important ones.If someone hurts me, betrays me, or breaks my heart...i will forgive them, for they have helped me learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom i'm my your heart.If someone loves me,i will love them back unconditionally, not only because they love me, but because they are teaching me to love and opening my heart and eyes to things i would have never seen or felt without them.

I will make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that i possibly can, for i may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people i have never talked to before, and actually listen,would let myself fall in love, break free and set my sights high. i can make of my life anything that i wish. Create my own life and then go out and live it.

So,I wish you all the best in your endeavors as well as struggles in life. Have a fighting spirit and never hesitate to get back in the struggle!

Facts of life peoples!

What is your approach?
And what is mine?
Have we already learned the language of nature that iterates the rules dictated by these facts?
That is what makes our cups of life taste the way they do!
Who doesn't want her sip to be sweet?
But then, who doesn't have problems in life?
They turn the taste of the sip into sour.
And this has rather become a rule than exception.

No one's cup is sweet.
No one's sip is refreshing.
Life is a highway we wanna speed up on!
But we drag our lives along, compromising with this and compensating for that!
But no compensation can ever be an anti-dote to any compromise with the facts of life, made elsewhere with something else.
We live our life with voids into it.
We do not know what the facts of life really mean!
We do not even maintain a proper body for life.
And then we keep feeling missing something, which we don't know what!
Circle of life is never an exact circle, but a spiral - taking life a step ahead each time it circles around itself!
Life seems like acquiring the dimensionless dimensions of a surreal life!
We have all poems about life and we have all life quotes around, but they do not take us anywhere concrete.
Life becomes an endless search going round and round in a circle that ultimately turns into a vicious circle leading to nowhere on earth except for coming back to our family everytime.
Do you feel things should change in life, on earth?
If yes, why sit passive?
Let's be in the active vanguard.

Let's try to change the world!

Even trying is its own fun in itself!

jenis-jenis kapel =)

Awek cun + balak hensem
Ini couple rileks sahaja. Tiada menunjukkan public affection yang berlebihan. Olang lain pun sinang melihat meleka.

Awek cun + balak tak hensem
Kebanyakan awek yg cun mesti mendapat balak yang tidak hensem. Silapelhatikan balak itu, ada satu macam muka bangga sebab dia punya amoi cun. Kadang-kadang itu balak mesti pakai spec hitam mau kasik nampak sikit hensem. Boleh diperhatikan juga, itu balak suka buat lawak talak kelaka mau kasik tambat hati aweknya itu (tapi itu awek jalang ketawa, cuma senyum manis sahaja). Selalunya juga, balak itu mempunyai dompet yang tebal.

Awek tak cun + balak hensem
Lu boleh nampak itu awek mesti pegang kaw-kaw tangan balak dia yang hensem tamau kasik lepas. Wa pun tatau apa hat. Public affection yang terlampau2 juga akan dilakukan oleh itu awek tersebut terhadap balaknya. Boleh diperhatikan jua kadang2 itu balak hensem pun ada sikit segan sama itu awek punya tingkatlaku. Lepas itu aa, kalau ada amoi cun lalu tepi, ini awek tak cun mesti kasik jelingan maut terlhadap itu amoi cun. Selupa mau makan olang… Inseculity ploblem..

Awek tak cun + balak tak hensem
Ini couple talak sapa pedulik punya..no komen..

Group of girls + 1 guy
Selalunya berlaku di kedai makan.. Seolang lelaki di kelilingi kawan-kawan pelempuan nya. Sungguh selonok kalau dapat mendengar perbualan meleka. Lu akan pelasan, sambil meleka makan, itu lelaki mesti cakap paling banyak sambil buat lawak talak kelaka (tapi kawan2 pelempuannya mesti ketawa jugak)

Awek cun berpakaian seksi
Akan lamai olang melihat awek ini. Tetapi awek ini talak kisah sebab besar kemungkinan dia sulah biasa mendapat pandangan seperti itu. Awek seksi ini suka menunjukkan buah-buahan di dada nya, atau pusat nya di khalayak lamai kelana dia tau badan nya ada powah.. Seperti juga lu ada keleta cantik ka lumah besar ka jam balu ka mesti kasik olang tengok, so boleh pelasaan ada happy. ini awek pun sebegitu jua.

Awek tak cun berpakaian seksi
Hoiyoooo ini manyak keji punya polumpuan. Lu balang talak cantik kasik tutup mahh, jangan bikin olang lain saakit mataa. Ini spesis juga suka menipu dili sendili dengan mengatakan “I wear sexy and I feel good” ataupun “I have the right to wear anything I want”… Sememangnya meleka melasakan bahawa berpakaian seksi boleh menjadikan meleka jadi lagi lawa.. Wa tidak lasa begitu. Huduh akan tetap huduh. Tetapi jikalau huduh & sexy?? Tepuklah lu punya dada tanya selera ada lalu ka Tatau apa mau cakap lagi woo..


p/s; korang yang mane satu hah?wawawa.. sheya n emir,hurmm..i choose awek cun+balak ensem.lalalala =p

Sheya benci laki macam neh! wekss~

Suka menyampuk
bila dengar jek story pape, mesti cepat bosan la, hilang sabar then nak menyampuk. laki gini mmg temepelng jek kasik

Suka memerintah
Bila nak 1 benda, ske jek nak perintah2,bukan nk mintak elok2. cuba jek tanya dengan elok,ape salah nye.i pon ok! =)

Gurau kasar
Gurau kasar?ewwww..benci kot. not suitable ngan peribadi pompuan yang lembut sekali gus memperkecilkan wanita apatah lagi jika menggunakan humour yang berbaur sexist. Bila tnjuk muka menjengkelkan, mula ar lelaki marah pula dan mula berkata "eleh,gurau pon xleh"..

Cepat naik angen!
nyampah gila laki gini.Sifat lelaki yang cepat berang, suka mengutuk, mengkritik dan meninggikan suara membuat aku meluat!

Cakap besar
Laki yang syok sendiri adalah amat membosankan. poyo jek..cam bagus doe

Ego sebesar gajah
susah jek nak mintak maaf even sedar akan kesilapan, susah akui kesilapan n xnak mtk tolong, bajet bagus kot.. dah tuh xnk rendahkn diri

Tidak suka meluah emosi
even ade benda yang ganggu fikiran, dowang lebih suka diam membatu lalu then buat pompuan tertanya-tanya n rasa terasing also terabai.

Buat wanita rasa bersalah
if pompuan timbulkan pape benda yang bleh wat rse kurang senang, lelaki menganggap wanita itulah yang bertanggungjawab membangkitkan perasaan negatif pada dwg dan bukan terhadap perkara yang disebutkan itu.shoot gak pale!

Kedekut bagi pujian
Lelaki suka dipuji tetapi susah lak nk bg pujian..mengong!

Pengotor
ewwww..benci kot laki cam nie. mane bleh tahan doe ngan laki pengotor sama ada dalam soal kebersihan diri atau yang suka mengotorkan ruang sekitaran.buat pgil lalat jek doe.

Tak loving
pompuan ske dibelai n dimanjakan, mesti rase x disayangi when that guy bersifat seperti robot, tade luahan kasih sayang even dlm pape cara skali pon sama ada in senyuman, gurauan, berkongsi masalah dan dakapan.wahh

Sekiranya anda lelaki, jage diri anda oke. ngeeee~

My darling, you keep me alive!

Dear emir,

My love who is so far away, every day I wish you were here with me, holding me tight in your strong arms. Every night I lay in my bed dreaming of you, so sweet and peaceful. You're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. Missing you so much is breaking my heart into many pieces. I wish you would come to me, my love. I love you more then anything in this world. I want to walk on the beach with you. It would be so peaceful and romantic as we sit and watch the sun as it sets. Being with you makes me happy. You keep me alive. I'm so lucky I found you, the man of my dreams. I hope I never lose you, if I did then it would break my heart so badly. Thinking of you makes me smile 'cause knowing that you love me so much means the world to me. You're so sweet like the smell of roses and you're so romantic like the sunset. Your love is what's keeping me strong. I am so depressed right now and your love is all that is keeping me strong. I love you so much.. Forever that is.


Love always,
sheya =)

Hello to haters =)

Nah.. i know there are such things as haters. people that don't like you for who you are. haters are people that think they are better than you. they talk about and do or say all types of stuff to you . because they want you feel bad about yourself ,when there's really no reason, they take time to make sure you are miserable.

But all I know I love my haters - they make me greater, the made me who i am today.
suck on that, bitchessss!

Loving yourself

Loving yourself is not always an easy thing to do simply because we think we are not "good enough" or we don't "deserve it". The truth is that everyone deserves a chance of happiness and love. I know that putting your heart out there after you are hurt is not always an easy thing (I speak from experience); because all the insecurities tend to creep up and so we close up because we dont want to take a chance that might be the start of something special. All of this to say if an opportunity presents itself don't be afraid to take a chance because you never know what might come out of it. I'm so glad it did!!

I wish everyone the best of luck!!

p/s; talking about experience..yeah we always give our love and end up hurting. but then dont be afraid to try to fall in love again if it will give us happiness. who knows the one were looking for is the one who will rescue as from pain of the past.. and now, i've found mine!

OMG..i gotta get this off of my chest!

Gosh. I thought about some things today. A select few know what I'm talking about and for those who don't... oh well it's none of you business anyways. But for those select few... what the hell happend to us? Like seriously, I know I've had my issues, and I know you all have had yours but... come on now, can't we all just try and get over them and try to go back to way things used to be? I remember one whom I was closest with told me that we'd still be friends and be cool, but it would never be the same. Even though you directed those words towards me, it seems as if it's not only between you and I. It's between everyone. No matter how hard we try we just can't stick together anymore. It's sad, because I love and miss each and every one of you. And although we still keep in contact with one another, and there's no drama or no "beef" with anyone, it's still this silence we have that's between us.

It hurts. :( I'm not pointing the finger at anyone in the fall of our friendship, I honestly feel like we've all contributed to it in our own little way.
And I realize that nothing lasts forever... but I sorta .... no I WISH we would have. In the months I was away, I realized how much I love you guys, and how I thought of you all as family. I go to you guys about things that happen in real life that I'm not so comfortable telling everyone. I miss the chats we'd have about the most random thing, and the love we all had for one another...... Damn I'm such a crybaby, I'm crying over it now. :( And yeah I know it's late to STILL be getting emotional about it, but... I can't help it., I've never just came out and told people how I felt, and how this has been bothering me. I didn't wanna seem like that weak girl that you all knew once before. But yeah. Basically what I'm saying is that I miss all of you, and I miss everything that we had.

What about me?

I would rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not. "I'm proud of my life and the things that I have done, proud of myself and the loner I've become".Stop telling me what to and not to do, what to say, who to be, what I need, how to act, etc. You're wasting your fucking time.i focus on living in the moment due to moments tending to pass by. i've got SOCIAL ANXIETY! i don't wish to despoil my life in order to live in a stranger's shadow. sometimes i think i am in a horror film. if you're in a band/have a celebrity status, and PLAN to use your popularity to grab my attention, know ahead of time that it doesn't impress me; i see it completely differently than most people. "internet fame" is humorous; no one should feel intimidated by anyone, especially through the internet! i could create the largest barricade for those who judge me, but i know better that they'll do so anyway, so i let it roll off my back. if you can't handle kind honesty, then it may be best if we don't know eachother. i can assure you that i am not like most people. i can't stand knowing people who try to impress others by trying to fit in their lifestyle; it's a waste of life. create your own! it's a gift that many don't realize so they throw it away. i catch others when they fall yet all i've got is the solid ground beneath my feet because i know, at least, it'll always be there. i know who i am. please take note that i am a shy person, you have to let me warm up to you. do not underestimate me.

Growth is the only evidence for life

If you don’t like something change it; if you can’t change it, change the way you think about it. That’s what I use to believe.

At the same time you make me believe that it is not necessary to change. Survival is not mandatory. Just because everything is different doesn’t mean anything has changed.

But today, I believe all changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what I leave behind me is a part of myself.

When I’m no longer able to change a situation, I challenged to change myself.

Without accepting the fact that everything changes, I cannot find perfect composure. But unfortunately, although it is true, it is difficult for me to accept it. Because I cannot accept the truth of transience.

After all, what can we take on trust in this uncertain life? Happiness, greatness,
pride - nothing is secure, nothing keeps. Growth is the only evidence of life

Dreams may become reality if you believe in yourself.

No matter who you are, if you believe in yourself, you can achieve all you goals and make your dreams come true..


Dreamers will always dream but its the ones who apply to those dreams who become real. Reality has always played a part in my life as well as others . The challenges created by reality have always taken part in affecting dreams yet there are people who are not obscured by reality and achieve their dreams only being slow down just for a bit but never to the extent were their dream is non existent. It is only when a person choose to let reality take is role in your dream that you have failed your dream . The only time when it is too late to achieve your dream is death for as long as you have self determination your dreams can be your reality.

A dream becomes a reality in 4 stages; dreaming, wanting,
planning, and doing. Courage is the glue. If you don't have
courage you will never want it bad enough to plan. If you
don't have courage you will never plan it well enough to do.
If you don't have courage you will never fulfil your dreams.
If you do not fulfil your dreams, you may not have the courage
to dream again.

I do what i want =)

people are always gonna talk and to tell u the truth, i love it..i love the attention

don try to reach for the stars bcoz u'll just look like a idiot! ya jealous coz i'm act like a total lunatic in public.and people still love me.yay!lolz..lolz..but ya i'm totally fun to hang out with and when u gotta prob.i'm the kinda person that will listen to wateva u say and start laughing in dead silence cause of smthing that happened yesterday! but ya, u can pretty much become friends wit me unless u r those 1 types of people who don give other people a chance to show who they realy are no affence but i hate those kinda people.

and yess i run my mouth sometimes but thats only if u run yours 1st.all i got to say now is hate me if u will but pls u need a fuggin' chill.well,i don know what to say,so get outta her and leave me alone.

peace,no war..juz let be friends!
i wasnt born with enough middle fingers to let you noe what i think =)

Things i have learned in my life so far..

I have learned that sometimes being poor can be a blessing, while being rich can be a curse

I have learned that sometimes sickness is a source of forgiveness, while health can be a source of God's displeasure

I have learned that sometimes pain is trying to tell me something, while pleasure is trying to cover something up

I have learned that sometimes it is more just to disobey the law than it is to obey it

I have learned that sometimes I feel alone in a crowd, yet when I am by myself I feel the nearness of God

I have learned that sometimes my true friends have been my perceived enemies, while my perceived friends have been my true enemies

I have learned that sometimes I am a failure when I try my hardest, and a success when I do nothing at all

I have learned that sometimes when I feel the most brilliant, that is the time I lack the most knowledge

I have learned that a person's religion, gender, skin colour, education or station in life is not a measurement of the content of their character

I have learned that truth can be found in the utterances of babes, while falsehood can be resident in the sayings of wise men

I have learned that one's bank account may be overflowing, but if his soul is empty then he is miserable

I have learned that whenever I say "I will never do this or that," then God makes sure that I end up doing "this or that"

I have learned that if God were to say yes to all of my prayers then I would have been ruined. Thus, I live to thank God that He has not answered all of my prayers

I have learned that sometimes when I feel like giving up on myself, that God never gives up on me