Hello people..
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
What type of girl am i?
1.do i do to spice up a boring mood?
Boring mood? nahhh, when i'm around, DON'T think that's possible! i mean i'm so fun! =)
2.What do you look for in a guy?
Someone who cares about me and is interested in what i'm interested in.Aactually i've found my mr.right already =p
3.What's my favorite day in the week?
I can make a bad situation worse on ANY day.lol
4.What's my favorite type of pet?
Anything that takes care of itself.haha
5.How am i you perceived as by others?
Crazy when the time's right...okay just crazy!haha..some more,like I care. If they like me, they do. If they don't-leave me alone.
6.Do i like shopping?
I shop when I can, and if I see something cute, why not right?
7.How do i want my guy to treat me?
Well. If we have a good time, doesn't matter how. happy always =)
8.What's my favorite type of food?
Leftovers. Anything i find lying around in the fridge. and also anything i can cook with what materials i have available.
9.What could i improve about myself?
A lot of things, but i won't worry about that now. Life is about living in the moment. i love myself just the way i am. i mean who doesn't?
10.How do i view myself as?
I have my own personality and i'm not afraid to show it. It's who i am, not what you want me to be ; i'm outgoing, loud, love to laugh.
know me better peeps~
Monday, June 28, 2010
jauhi jenis-jenis lelaki macam nie?
Apakah ciri-ciri lelaki-lelaki yang akan dijauhi wanita …
1. Soo kedekut – perangai lelaki gnie dah macam Hj. Bakhil.Actually, tak salah kalau you simpan duit sebab nak tukar kereta baru ker, rumah baru ker (jangan tukar bini baru, sudah:-p) Cuma jangan terlalu kedekut la sampai setiap kali keluar dengan si buah hati, si dia pulak yang kena bayar for everything. It's not fair ok! Anyway, kalau anda tengah saving pun, harap-harap ada la sikit bajet untuk digunakan semasa keluar dating, kan?
saya amat pemurah..wakakaka

2. Perasan hensem – hoho…hensem sangat ke? maybe ada lelaki yang mengaku hensem tu memang betul-betul hensem:-) if btul pon, no nees nak menunjuk-nunjuk.sama lah dgn pompuan pon..heeeee.. Satu yang perlu anda tahu, mungkin anda perasan anda hensem, tapi bagaimana pulak di mata orang lain? Anyway, kehenseman seseorang tidak dapat menjamin kebahagiaan…beb!
if cantik or ensem no need bising2 laa..low profile sudeeyyy..kan?kan?
3.Hipokrit – atau kata lainnya suka berpura2.. Depan-depan kita dia cakap lain, belakang pulak lain. Siapa jek nak lelaki camnie, kan? At least berterus terang je lah tentang perangai anda yang sebenar… and then it’s up to the lady whether to accept you or not, right?
4. Playboy – kaum2 perempuan diluar sana, berhati-hatilah dengan lelaki playboy atau ‘land croc’ aka buaya darat’ nie..wakaka.. Jangan mudah tertipu dengan penampilannya yang baik dan sopan. Wanita kena selidik dulu latar belakang lelaki yang bakal menjadi teman lelaki/suaminya tue kerana takut silap-silap haribulan nanti, nama anda akan menjadi salah seorang ‘mangsa’ yang tertulis di dalam buku hitamnya nanti. So, berwaspadalah…
5. Tak gentleman - bukannya ‘lelaki lembut’, sebaliknya istilah ‘gentleman’ tu bermaksud lelaki budiman. So, jangan salah faham pulak..:-) Sesetengah orang kata lelaki Malaysia nie ramai yang tak ‘gentleman’… betul meyh? Cuba tanya diri sendiri soalan2 nie: Ketika tengah berasak-asak untuk naik bas, anda pun turut berasak sama ke atau bagi peluang kepada wanita dan golongan tua naik dahulu? Pernah tak anda membuka pintu kereta untuk teman wanita/isteri anda? Anda pernah ‘offer’ untuk angkat barang-barang ketika shopping? Ketika berjalan bersama-sama, anda akan pimpin tak tangan orang kesayangan anda? Ke anda just jalan terus jer…hinggakan jika kekasih terjatuh ke dalam lubang pun… korang tak sedar, bagaimanakah? So, guys… belajar2 lah untuk menjadi seorang lelaki budiman. Gerenti ramai wanita yang akan tertarik pada anda nanti!
Padanlah wanita pada zaman ini sukar sekali untuk bertemu pasangan mereka, kan?
Ooops, jangan ada yang terasa hati pulak kerana ini cumalah bacaan santai..sekian =)
Sunday, June 27, 2010
My cheerful attitude infuses joy wherever I go.
There is nothing more beautiful than a smiling face. Regardless of the circumstances i encounter, the joy that is within me is reflected through my actions. Happiness is an attitude, and it is up to me.
If i want to be surrounded by positive people, i must eliminate negativity from my own life. People around me are inevitably injected with my joy. My cheerful attitude is contagious.

When i speak, my words are filled with cheer and encouragement. I make people feel comfortable when they are close to me by being friendly, patient, and easy going. My personality draws other positive people.
To be joyful, i focus on solutions instead of problems. I maintain an optimistic mood about the future. Having a cheerful attitude is a powerful tool in creating success. I confidently expect to succeed and my expectations become my reality.
I stimulate my creativity and generate opportunities for personal growth when i choose a positive perspective. A positive outlook on life can change the entire view. As a result of my attitude,iI enjoy vibrant health.
Today, i choose to bring joy with me wherever i go. I share my happiness with others through positive speech and kind gestures.
Kegirangan bersama si dia dan mereka!

aku juga happy bersama mereka, "the best friend's i've ever had". hopefully they'll will be the greatest friend in my life forever!


My positive attitude attracts "quality friends"
I am successful at forming valuable relationships through my positive personality. Unafraid to be myself,i let go of inhibitions and have a blast with my loved ones. Because i accept myself, others accept me.
My confidence draws people to me because i make them feel good about themselves too. I make it a point to look for the positive in everyone and highlight it. I forgive people’s mistakes, just the way i want people to overlook mine.
I refrain from judging others because i am imperfect, too. I am a work in progress, learning from life’s experiences. I am humble enough to understand that we are all works in progress – improving, yet unfinished.
I have the courage to eliminate the negative from my life. Not all the people who come into my life are positive influences. It is up to me to keep those who make me feel inadequate out of my life. I choose to surround myself with quality friends.
Today, I choose to exhibit a positive personality to attract other positive people into my life.
Self-Reflection Questions:
1. How do I feel after a night out with friends?
2. What changes do I need to make in choosing friends?
dilema seorang "aku"
Agak lama dah xhadap blog neh.jadik skarang mahu activate balik selagi ada masa.haishh,now..what about?lagi berapa minggu jek ni nak masuk blaja..i'm going to stuDYING..haha..that's what i wanna do right now,be a chef in my future..ingat pompuan skarang xske pegnag senduk meyh?ingat ske mekap2, fesyen2 jek?aku bukan begitu sebenarnya..yeahh,aku suka and sgt addict to food,tapi aku tidak suka makan kerana risaukan lemak2 di badan..so?so?aku ingin belajar skill2 masak yang belum aku ketahuan lagi,sbbnya aku mau bukak bisnes sndri bilaku sudah abes belaja..ini keinginanku..tp ada satu msalah yg jadik dilema dalam hidupku skarang. about my parent?oh no..why?why?bukan mereka xsuka aku nak sambung stdy,but they think about masa depan yang terjamin..kalo stdy tuh xterjamin kaaaa? =(
this coming 31june aku ada interview kat pejabat pendidikan as admin,tapi aku xnak pergi.kerna dalam fikiran aku hanya mahu belajar.tak suka sgt oke if nak buat 2bnda dlm 1 masa.if dah aku mahu stdy,why kena pegi interview tuh?why?why?ohhh..kenapalah perent ku?bagilah aku peluang untuk buktikan yg aku boleh berjaya dlm bidang nie..come onnnnnnnnnnn. macam mana pon, green light for me nak pergi stdy mmg da dapat..so why nak bsing2 kat blog nehh?suka lah atii..pfft
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Everything happen for a reason..isnt't?

and never know who these people may be; my roommate, my neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger who, when i lock eyes with them, i know that very moment that they will affect my life in some profound way.
And sometimes things happen to me and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection i will realize that without overcoming those obstacles i would never have realized my potential, strength, will power of heart.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of the soul.
Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smooth paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people that i meet who affect my life and successes and downfalls my experience, they are the ones who create who i am. Even the bad experience can be learned from... Those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important ones.If someone hurts me, betrays me, or breaks my heart...i will forgive them, for they have helped me learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom i'm my your heart.If someone loves me,i will love them back unconditionally, not only because they love me, but because they are teaching me to love and opening my heart and eyes to things i would have never seen or felt without them.
I will make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that i possibly can, for i may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people i have never talked to before, and actually listen,would let myself fall in love, break free and set my sights high. i can make of my life anything that i wish. Create my own life and then go out and live it.
So,I wish you all the best in your endeavors as well as struggles in life. Have a fighting spirit and never hesitate to get back in the struggle!
Facts of life peoples!
And what is mine?
Have we already learned the language of nature that iterates the rules dictated by these facts?
That is what makes our cups of life taste the way they do!
Who doesn't want her sip to be sweet?
But then, who doesn't have problems in life?
They turn the taste of the sip into sour.
And this has rather become a rule than exception.
No one's cup is sweet.
No one's sip is refreshing.
Life is a highway we wanna speed up on!
But we drag our lives along, compromising with this and compensating for that!
But no compensation can ever be an anti-dote to any compromise with the facts of life, made elsewhere with something else.
We live our life with voids into it.
We do not know what the facts of life really mean!
We do not even maintain a proper body for life.
And then we keep feeling missing something, which we don't know what!
Circle of life is never an exact circle, but a spiral - taking life a step ahead each time it circles around itself!
Life seems like acquiring the dimensionless dimensions of a surreal life!
We have all poems about life and we have all life quotes around, but they do not take us anywhere concrete.
Life becomes an endless search going round and round in a circle that ultimately turns into a vicious circle leading to nowhere on earth except for coming back to our family everytime.
Do you feel things should change in life, on earth?
If yes, why sit passive?
Let's be in the active vanguard.
Let's try to change the world!
Even trying is its own fun in itself!
Saturday, April 3, 2010
jenis-jenis kapel =)
Ini couple rileks sahaja. Tiada menunjukkan public affection yang berlebihan. Olang lain pun sinang melihat meleka.
Awek cun + balak tak hensem
Kebanyakan awek yg cun mesti mendapat balak yang tidak hensem. Silapelhatikan balak itu, ada satu macam muka bangga sebab dia punya amoi cun. Kadang-kadang itu balak mesti pakai spec hitam mau kasik nampak sikit hensem. Boleh diperhatikan juga, itu balak suka buat lawak talak kelaka mau kasik tambat hati aweknya itu (tapi itu awek jalang ketawa, cuma senyum manis sahaja). Selalunya juga, balak itu mempunyai dompet yang tebal.
Awek tak cun + balak hensem
Lu boleh nampak itu awek mesti pegang kaw-kaw tangan balak dia yang hensem tamau kasik lepas. Wa pun tatau apa hat. Public affection yang terlampau2 juga akan dilakukan oleh itu awek tersebut terhadap balaknya. Boleh diperhatikan jua kadang2 itu balak hensem pun ada sikit segan sama itu awek punya tingkatlaku. Lepas itu aa, kalau ada amoi cun lalu tepi, ini awek tak cun mesti kasik jelingan maut terlhadap itu amoi cun. Selupa mau makan olang… Inseculity ploblem..
Awek tak cun + balak tak hensem
Ini couple talak sapa pedulik punya..no komen..
Group of girls + 1 guy
Selalunya berlaku di kedai makan.. Seolang lelaki di kelilingi kawan-kawan pelempuan nya. Sungguh selonok kalau dapat mendengar perbualan meleka. Lu akan pelasan, sambil meleka makan, itu lelaki mesti cakap paling banyak sambil buat lawak talak kelaka (tapi kawan2 pelempuannya mesti ketawa jugak)
Awek cun berpakaian seksi
Akan lamai olang melihat awek ini. Tetapi awek ini talak kisah sebab besar kemungkinan dia sulah biasa mendapat pandangan seperti itu. Awek seksi ini suka menunjukkan buah-buahan di dada nya, atau pusat nya di khalayak lamai kelana dia tau badan nya ada powah.. Seperti juga lu ada keleta cantik ka lumah besar ka jam balu ka mesti kasik olang tengok, so boleh pelasaan ada happy. ini awek pun sebegitu jua.
Awek tak cun berpakaian seksi
Hoiyoooo ini manyak keji punya polumpuan. Lu balang talak cantik kasik tutup mahh, jangan bikin olang lain saakit mataa. Ini spesis juga suka menipu dili sendili dengan mengatakan “I wear sexy and I feel good” ataupun “I have the right to wear anything I want”… Sememangnya meleka melasakan bahawa berpakaian seksi boleh menjadikan meleka jadi lagi lawa.. Wa tidak lasa begitu. Huduh akan tetap huduh. Tetapi jikalau huduh & sexy?? Tepuklah lu punya dada tanya selera ada lalu ka Tatau apa mau cakap lagi woo..
p/s; korang yang mane satu hah?wawawa.. sheya n emir,hurmm..i choose awek cun+balak ensem.lalalala =p
Sheya benci laki macam neh! wekss~
bila dengar jek story pape, mesti cepat bosan la, hilang sabar then nak menyampuk. laki gini mmg temepelng jek kasik
Suka memerintah
Bila nak 1 benda, ske jek nak perintah2,bukan nk mintak elok2. cuba jek tanya dengan elok,ape salah nye.i pon ok! =)
Gurau kasar
Gurau kasar?ewwww..benci kot. not suitable ngan peribadi pompuan yang lembut sekali gus memperkecilkan wanita apatah lagi jika menggunakan humour yang berbaur sexist. Bila tnjuk muka menjengkelkan, mula ar lelaki marah pula dan mula berkata "eleh,gurau pon xleh"..
Cepat naik angen!
nyampah gila laki gini.Sifat lelaki yang cepat berang, suka mengutuk, mengkritik dan meninggikan suara membuat aku meluat!
Cakap besar
Laki yang syok sendiri adalah amat membosankan. poyo jek..cam bagus doe
Ego sebesar gajah
susah jek nak mintak maaf even sedar akan kesilapan, susah akui kesilapan n xnak mtk tolong, bajet bagus kot.. dah tuh xnk rendahkn diri
Tidak suka meluah emosi
even ade benda yang ganggu fikiran, dowang lebih suka diam membatu lalu then buat pompuan tertanya-tanya n rasa terasing also terabai.
Buat wanita rasa bersalah
if pompuan timbulkan pape benda yang bleh wat rse kurang senang, lelaki menganggap wanita itulah yang bertanggungjawab membangkitkan perasaan negatif pada dwg dan bukan terhadap perkara yang disebutkan itu.shoot gak pale!
Kedekut bagi pujian
Lelaki suka dipuji tetapi susah lak nk bg pujian..mengong!
Pengotor
ewwww..benci kot laki cam nie. mane bleh tahan doe ngan laki pengotor sama ada dalam soal kebersihan diri atau yang suka mengotorkan ruang sekitaran.buat pgil lalat jek doe.
Tak loving
pompuan ske dibelai n dimanjakan, mesti rase x disayangi when that guy bersifat seperti robot, tade luahan kasih sayang even dlm pape cara skali pon sama ada in senyuman, gurauan, berkongsi masalah dan dakapan.wahh
Sekiranya anda lelaki, jage diri anda oke. ngeeee~
My darling, you keep me alive!

Dear emir,
My love who is so far away, every day I wish you were here with me, holding me tight in your strong arms. Every night I lay in my bed dreaming of you, so sweet and peaceful. You're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. Missing you so much is breaking my heart into many pieces. I wish you would come to me, my love. I love you more then anything in this world. I want to walk on the beach with you. It would be so peaceful and romantic as we sit and watch the sun as it sets. Being with you makes me happy. You keep me alive. I'm so lucky I found you, the man of my dreams. I hope I never lose you, if I did then it would break my heart so badly. Thinking of you makes me smile 'cause knowing that you love me so much means the world to me. You're so sweet like the smell of roses and you're so romantic like the sunset. Your love is what's keeping me strong. I am so depressed right now and your love is all that is keeping me strong. I love you so much.. Forever that is.
Love always,
sheya =)

Hello to haters =)

Nah.. i know there are such things as haters. people that don't like you for who you are. haters are people that think they are better than you. they talk about and do or say all types of stuff to you . because they want you feel bad about yourself ,when there's really no reason, they take time to make sure you are miserable.
But all I know I love my haters - they make me greater, the made me who i am today.
suck on that, bitchessss!
Loving yourself
I wish everyone the best of luck!!
p/s; talking about experience..yeah we always give our love and end up hurting. but then dont be afraid to try to fall in love again if it will give us happiness. who knows the one were looking for is the one who will rescue as from pain of the past.. and now, i've found mine!
OMG..i gotta get this off of my chest!
It hurts. :( I'm not pointing the finger at anyone in the fall of our friendship, I honestly feel like we've all contributed to it in our own little way.
And I realize that nothing lasts forever... but I sorta .... no I WISH we would have. In the months I was away, I realized how much I love you guys, and how I thought of you all as family. I go to you guys about things that happen in real life that I'm not so comfortable telling everyone. I miss the chats we'd have about the most random thing, and the love we all had for one another...... Damn I'm such a crybaby, I'm crying over it now. :( And yeah I know it's late to STILL be getting emotional about it, but... I can't help it., I've never just came out and told people how I felt, and how this has been bothering me. I didn't wanna seem like that weak girl that you all knew once before. But yeah. Basically what I'm saying is that I miss all of you, and I miss everything that we had.
Friday, April 2, 2010
What about me?
Growth is the only evidence for life
At the same time you make me believe that it is not necessary to change. Survival is not mandatory. Just because everything is different doesn’t mean anything has changed.
But today, I believe all changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what I leave behind me is a part of myself.
When I’m no longer able to change a situation, I challenged to change myself.
Without accepting the fact that everything changes, I cannot find perfect composure. But unfortunately, although it is true, it is difficult for me to accept it. Because I cannot accept the truth of transience.
After all, what can we take on trust in this uncertain life? Happiness, greatness,
pride - nothing is secure, nothing keeps. Growth is the only evidence of life
Dreams may become reality if you believe in yourself.

No matter who you are, if you believe in yourself, you can achieve all you goals and make your dreams come true..
Dreamers will always dream but its the ones who apply to those dreams who become real. Reality has always played a part in my life as well as others . The challenges created by reality have always taken part in affecting dreams yet there are people who are not obscured by reality and achieve their dreams only being slow down just for a bit but never to the extent were their dream is non existent. It is only when a person choose to let reality take is role in your dream that you have failed your dream . The only time when it is too late to achieve your dream is death for as long as you have self determination your dreams can be your reality.
A dream becomes a reality in 4 stages; dreaming, wanting,
planning, and doing. Courage is the glue. If you don't have
courage you will never want it bad enough to plan. If you
don't have courage you will never plan it well enough to do.
If you don't have courage you will never fulfil your dreams.
If you do not fulfil your dreams, you may not have the courage
to dream again.
I do what i want =)
don try to reach for the stars bcoz u'll just look like a idiot! ya jealous coz i'm act like a total lunatic in public.and people still love me.yay!lolz..lolz..but ya i'm totally fun to hang out with and when u gotta prob.i'm the kinda person that will listen to wateva u say and start laughing in dead silence cause of smthing that happened yesterday! but ya, u can pretty much become friends wit me unless u r those 1 types of people who don give other people a chance to show who they realy are no affence but i hate those kinda people.
and yess i run my mouth sometimes but thats only if u run yours 1st.all i got to say now is hate me if u will but pls u need a fuggin' chill.well,i don know what to say,so get outta her and leave me alone.
peace,no war..juz let be friends!
i wasnt born with enough middle fingers to let you noe what i think =)
Things i have learned in my life so far..
I have learned that sometimes being poor can be a blessing, while being rich can be a curse
I have learned that sometimes sickness is a source of forgiveness, while health can be a source of God's displeasure
I have learned that sometimes pain is trying to tell me something, while pleasure is trying to cover something up
I have learned that sometimes it is more just to disobey the law than it is to obey it
I have learned that sometimes I feel alone in a crowd, yet when I am by myself I feel the nearness of God
I have learned that sometimes my true friends have been my perceived enemies, while my perceived friends have been my true enemies
I have learned that sometimes I am a failure when I try my hardest, and a success when I do nothing at all
I have learned that sometimes when I feel the most brilliant, that is the time I lack the most knowledge
I have learned that a person's religion, gender, skin colour, education or station in life is not a measurement of the content of their character
I have learned that truth can be found in the utterances of babes, while falsehood can be resident in the sayings of wise men
I have learned that one's bank account may be overflowing, but if his soul is empty then he is miserable
I have learned that whenever I say "I will never do this or that," then God makes sure that I end up doing "this or that"
I have learned that if God were to say yes to all of my prayers then I would have been ruined. Thus, I live to thank God that He has not answered all of my prayers
I have learned that sometimes when I feel like giving up on myself, that God never gives up on me