What type of girl am i?

Some question, and my answer..

1.do i do to spice up a boring mood?
Boring mood? nahhh, when i'm around, DON'T think that's possible! i mean i'm so fun! =)

2.What do you look for in a guy?
Someone who cares about me and is interested in what i'm interested in.Aactually i've found my mr.right already =p

3.What's my favorite day in the week?
I can make a bad situation worse on ANY day.lol

4.What's my favorite type of pet?
Anything that takes care of itself.haha

5.How am i you perceived as by others?
Crazy when the time's right...okay just crazy!haha..some more,like I care. If they like me, they do. If they don't-leave me alone.

6.Do i like shopping?
I shop when I can, and if I see something cute, why not right?

7.How do i want my guy to treat me?
Well. If we have a good time, doesn't matter how. happy always =)

8.What's my favorite type of food?
Leftovers. Anything i find lying around in the fridge. and also anything i can cook with what materials i have available.

9.What could i improve about myself?
A lot of things, but i won't worry about that now. Life is about living in the moment. i love myself just the way i am. i mean who doesn't?

10.How do i view myself as?
I have my own personality and i'm not afraid to show it. It's who i am, not what you want me to be ; i'm outgoing, loud, love to laugh.

know me better peeps~

dilema seorang "aku"

Agak lama dah xhadap blog neh.jadik skarang mahu activate balik selagi ada masa.haishh,now..what about?lagi berapa minggu jek ni nak masuk blaja..i'm going to stuDYING..haha..that's what i wanna do right now,be a chef in my future..ingat pompuan skarang xske pegnag senduk meyh?ingat ske mekap2, fesyen2 jek?aku bukan begitu sebenarnya..yeahh,aku suka and sgt addict to food,tapi aku tidak suka makan kerana risaukan lemak2 di badan..so?so?aku ingin belajar skill2 masak yang belum aku ketahuan lagi,sbbnya aku mau bukak bisnes sndri bilaku sudah abes belaja..ini keinginanku..tp ada satu msalah yg jadik dilema dalam hidupku skarang. about my parent?oh no..why?why?bukan mereka xsuka aku nak sambung stdy,but they think about masa depan yang terjamin..kalo stdy tuh xterjamin kaaaa? =(
this coming 31june aku ada interview kat pejabat pendidikan as admin,tapi aku xnak pergi.kerna dalam fikiran aku hanya mahu belajar.tak suka sgt oke if nak buat 2bnda dlm 1 masa.if dah aku mahu stdy,why kena pegi interview tuh?why?why?ohhh..kenapalah perent ku?bagilah aku peluang untuk buktikan yg aku boleh berjaya dlm bidang nie..come onnnnnnnnnnn. macam mana pon, green light for me nak pergi stdy mmg da dapat..so why nak bsing2 kat blog nehh?suka lah atii..pfft

What about me?

I would rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not. "I'm proud of my life and the things that I have done, proud of myself and the loner I've become".Stop telling me what to and not to do, what to say, who to be, what I need, how to act, etc. You're wasting your fucking time.i focus on living in the moment due to moments tending to pass by. i've got SOCIAL ANXIETY! i don't wish to despoil my life in order to live in a stranger's shadow. sometimes i think i am in a horror film. if you're in a band/have a celebrity status, and PLAN to use your popularity to grab my attention, know ahead of time that it doesn't impress me; i see it completely differently than most people. "internet fame" is humorous; no one should feel intimidated by anyone, especially through the internet! i could create the largest barricade for those who judge me, but i know better that they'll do so anyway, so i let it roll off my back. if you can't handle kind honesty, then it may be best if we don't know eachother. i can assure you that i am not like most people. i can't stand knowing people who try to impress others by trying to fit in their lifestyle; it's a waste of life. create your own! it's a gift that many don't realize so they throw it away. i catch others when they fall yet all i've got is the solid ground beneath my feet because i know, at least, it'll always be there. i know who i am. please take note that i am a shy person, you have to let me warm up to you. do not underestimate me.